Welcome 2005

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

- Ryan Cabrera's "True" -

my sis and bro asked me where i'd be spending my New Year's eve...

hello, New YEar's eve?? the fact that i nearly got killed by the mob on New YEar's eve 3 years ago has turned me into a recluse...i so much prefer spending New Year's eve in my comfy pajamas, surfing tv channels while eating chocolates....

which was what i did... :)

and of course the excuse that i gave away was.."i'm too old for this NEw Year crap"...

actually, honestly speaking, i would have loved to spend the eve of New YEar with a bunch of my closest friends...i had planned earlier during the month that i would gather my bestfriends in one of the classiest dinner spots in KL, with a perfect view of the yearly fireworks, while we chat about everything in the sun..the fact that this might be the last new year's eve that i'll be spending with them before they turn into monsters..eh, eh...salah, salah...bini orang ;) kinda put in the semangat a bit laa...

then i got busy..then they got busy...then the tsunami hit...

i guess some things are just not meant to be..

on the other hand, i spent the eve of new year, taking an absolutely ridiculous IQ test *but of which, i passed, alhamdulillah, proving that yes, i do have an IQ*, getting rammed by a stupid @#$%*&^ in a stupid, big, green Fiat MPV, plate no: WFW 9680, who does not care for the safety of his family let alone others, and watching malay dramas, concerts, kiddy shows and good looking men on tv...

which totally squash all good thoughts and hopes for 2005....

but then i laughed myself silly at a family gathering in Kelana Jaya on Saturday afternoon, while gossiping with the girly bunch....and then i laughed myself silly again at Ainor's engagement on Sunday morning, among new friends and the most trusty cousin...and spent the evening going on a silly jalan2 spree with the best little sister anyone could have....

and i think to myself, 2005 ain't so bad ;)

and despite me thinking i've got nothing to look forward to, i think there are nice things out there for me to experience...after all, i'll be turning suku abad very soon, and new experiences just have to come my way, making way for the old memories to sleep peacefully kan...

alhamdulillah for a wonderful 2004, insya-Allah for all the hopes of 2005....

think happy thoughts for today dahlings!