When did it all happened?

Big world says he wants to see the light for once
Well maybe if you try
It's so sad babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way
Look up to blue skies and say hey! It's okay, It's okay...

- Disagree's "Crumbs" -

I used to think that i'll never run out of people to hang out with...

maybe i have...

maybe its the arrogance of a person who has a long list of names in her phone book, but never seems to call up anyone...or the arrogance of a person who doesn't bother to reply sms-es..or the arrogance of a person who thinks that people around her are going to stay that way forever...

well, how arrogant of her...

last night i had a chat with a friend, E*, the first i've had in a loong time...its a relief to hear her still at her loud self, still laughing that crazy laugh, still with her weird way of conversing and using words that amuse me..in short, i've missed her, and was just wondering if she had changed as well...i never knew what attracted me to befriend her even after all these years..but that has never been an issue to me...i'm basically friends with people who are nice to me, regardless of what they say behind my back...

how tragic..a person who doesn't shield herself from potential people who could hurt her...

nevertheless, what's wrong with thinking the good of other people? not EVERYONE in the world is BAD, and even them bad ones are good sometimes....

maybe, one day, you'll get hurt, but as human, you bounce back..you might ponder upon it for a while, but life has a way of whooshing by that you sometimes forget what has happened....

so, dear tragic, arrogant person...get up off of that arse, and bounce back...go for a long walk in that shopping mall..eat as much italian food as you want..splurge on that moisturising lipstick if you must...

god knows only you know what can make you feel good...