*Yawn*

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

- Linkin Park's "Breaking The Habit" -

help! i can't stop yawning! i always have this thing where i'll yawn whenever it gets too cold (read: air-conditioned rooms)..back during my degree days, i used to yawn my head off in class, so much so that everytime the lecturer swings his/her head to look my way/direction/general area i'm located in class, i'd be yawning...

urrghhh!! i can't seem to concentrate! and i hate NOT having my pc to work on at home..i work odd hours, as in, i do my work last minute, and having my laptop on my bed really helps! ugh, so geram..

anyhoo, this is for the benefit of very few people in the Malaysia part of the wrold right now, so, u can prolly stop reading it after a few more sentences..oooh, but kan, does anyone know anyone who would want to watch 'Midsummer Nights Dream' at the Regents PArk open theatre? i wouldn't mind going alone, its going back home through the parks that scares me the most..i'm not sure if the lights are gonna be on, and what if no one takes my route? i don't wanna be running all the way to the bus stop *its a long run btw* and i'm not a fast enough runner...so, anyone,anyone? or else, i have to forgo this *sobs* and hope that next year i'll make enough money to visit the UK again during summer...then again, a consolation would be to watch ' One Flew Over The CUckoo's Nest' starring the yummylicious Christian Slater (who's playing the role played by Jack Nicholson in the movie version)...

ok, kepada cousin ku, dan pihak-pihak berkenaan...review and summary of 'Ny-Lon' and 'Nip Tuck'

ok, Ny-Lon kan, (which, for the benefit of readers who are still reading but do not know what i'm talking about) is this really cool show/series about translatlantic romance between a young lady (music teacher cum record store assistant)in New York with a strappy lad (a banker) in London...diving in, ok, it opens at the record store where Edie is working at, her boss wants her to work for the weekend, and her ex-bf wants her to come for a gig or jam or sumthing..so, she was like? what about me? what about what i want? then they (boss, ex-bf, weird roomate) thinks she's too predictable, control freak who does not like surprises..so, she bengang laa..and decided to go to London for the weekend, as so happens, her black American friend in London, yang lawyer mula2 tu, is having a housewarming party and ajak her along (btw, she's having a relationship/married, notsure, with this Londoner) to her house kat St Johns Woods Terrace lagi u (for the benefit of Tina Ninja :p) so, she went, and didn't inform anyone...waa, feisty gitu..so, when she arrived London she called the guy laa, si Michael tu..but that monkey pulak, leaves his answering machine on and tak nak talk to her..so, she talk about meeting up while, he, his Indian housemate and younger sister listened.but picked up at the last minute, and talk to her, but distantly ..(humph) ..apparently, he still sakit hati with her cuz she "supposedly" dumped him masa he went to NY in the previous show (remember?)..but his friend thinks she's perfect for him, as in attractive, attainable, and no commitments..(or sumthing like that)..

so, on the way nak gi tgk his nephew play football, he left a voice message on her phone, saying he wants to meet her..and, as always in NYLON, kita tak tau camane she knows, but she ended up in the field where they were...so, suka2 balik, went back home together..started to get intimate, but he said something wrong..like, he wants to analyze the relationship, and she don't want, and she goes , does this thing have to get too heavy? and he went, oo ok...*confirmed in his mind about the no commitment thingy*..then his mangkuk ayun sister and friend walks in, and the sister goes, "so, this must be karen..".. no surprises, Edie walks out..cheh...(don't worry, i also dunno who this Karen is)

so, she went back to her friend's place for the homewarming party..looking all nice with her red dress...as she was mingling she saw him, MIchael, in the crowd,..she was like, huh? double take, and went to him..that monkey pulak tengah borak2 dgn this buxom blonde...so, she actually halau the girl away..like, what are you looking at? go! (fuyyoo, soo girl power like that!)..then asked him, who's Karen? and he goes, Karen is the girl i slept with last night (cue, gasp!) and she went, u slept with her last night?..and he went, yeah, but she didn't get an orgasm..she couldn't help but smile, and said, how do you know? and he goes, cuz she told me..then everyone sengih2...(like,sooo easy la kan)..then they go and err, make love in the bedrooms...

in the meantime, everyone in NY is looking for her, then the ex-bf cari the roomate at this bar she's working in, and asked her something (audience dunno what also) sebab camera terus cut to London...btw, Michael was not even invited to the party, so he turned up wearing casual clothes, while everyone wore formal...when asked, he told Edie, i drove to ST JOhns Woods Terrace and followed the corpses..

alamak, can't remember much after that..but she did complain that long-distance relationship is hard to maintain, like mahal and all..eg. the flight ticket cleaned her out for the whole month..and he goes you lied to me, sbb she told him earlier that she got a cheap flight..so, i think he offered to pay, but she wanted it to be a two-way thing..then there was this corny thing when he went back to his place, and check on his nephew in bed, and the nephew, went, are you going to move to America? and he goes, listen, no matter where i am, no matter who i'm with, i'm always gonna be here..oh, and the ex-bf tu rupa2nye nak tengok the bed on which his brother died, and he broke down, and the blonde housemate comforted him, but macam nak start make out, but he left..i think the girl's sex-crazed or sumthing, sebab baru apgi tu she was with someone else on the same bed (how creepy)..then, i tak igt sgt..so sorry tina dear..

BUT, when she went backto NY,she got to thinking...then she picked the phone up, and call him..and agreed to have the relationship (he smiled, over the phone, aww..) but set 3 syarats : 1. no infidelity, 2.no lies, 3. notalking about his job..so, everything was allright in the end..

and, saving the best for last Tina dear, she walked along the river (which river is in NY?) and smiled sambil looking up at the moon, and as the screen splits, he walks along River Thames across St Paul's Cathedral, and smiled at the moon...(i know ur waiting for this bit one..)

habiss....

too tired to update on NIp TUck...but, in short, Julie discovered she's pregnant, but in the end had a miscarriage, and Dr Troy had sex with Dr Santiago (their in-house psychologist tu) *i soo dah agak that's gonna happen sooner or later* but she just left him abruptly after that..no scandals involving his son aka Michael Jackson lookalike this week , hehhehe...