Apologies, and tiny tribute to the Drawer...


Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin'
out to Hollywood
Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like
feelin' bad looks good

That kinda lovin'
Turns a man to a slave
That kinda lovin'
Sends a man right to his grave...

I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
What can I do, honey
I feel like the color blue...

- Aerosmith's "Crazy" -


my eyes are heavy..i can't believe i'm sleepy...i slept for about 3 hours in the after noon after coming back from class! i think my internal clock is screwed...i'm going to bed later, and later by the day..and last night, i finally went to sleep at about 5 a.m....i was online with The Nonz till about 4 am, and i was thinking, if i don't get any sleep right, now i'll be a zombie in my 10 a.m. class...and, i had trouble lifting my eyelids up, and resumed sleep for about 20 minutes...i was seriously considering skipping class, but i like my lecturer too much for that...so, dragged myself out of bed, got dressed, had breakfast, sempat lagi tu chat with Nonz for a few minutes, before shooting off for class...

btw, Nonz, i'm really, really sorry for what i said yesterday...i know i was being too forceful, and i shouldn't have...i should have put myself in your shoes and look at the situation from your perspective..if i made you feel dumb, or humiliated, i sincerely apologize...but, i applaud what you did, and i'm so proud of you..despite my *kononnye* confident advices and proddings, i doubt that i would have done what you did..you go, girl! the ball is now in his court...let me know if anything happens...and, yes, you reserve the right to NOT listen to me anymore...especially in the dead of the night, when i sometimes ramble too much...

the other day, i was on the phone with my sister, and she passed me over so i could talk to my brother, and the first question i asked him was, D! U miss me tak?? heheheh..and he laughed, but i know he misses me :p you called me up in the morning just to ask me THAT?? I'm late for work already! ..oklaa big career man...mentang2 dah start kerja...the other day, he was needed to work late, way past midnight, and my dad was like, no way! dahlaa the building he works in was where his boss's wife committed suicide..boleh? haa, pegilaa....but good news! he went for an interview for a position with Malaysia's newest channel 9..which i think is cool cuz that's what he wants to do and all..i was suitably impressed that he got the interview, but found out that his friend's dad got him the interview, it was like, lerrr...but then again, this is the same man, who recommended him to a graphic design company, recommended him to a few other projects, so, he must have some faith in my bro's abilities kan? i hope so...

i remembered, growing up, me, my brother and sister, would accompany my mom to watch those RTM Spektra dramas at 7 p.m., just before Maghrib..our ritual is, after Maghrib, we'd have dinner together..so before maghrib, everyone will be waiting for the call of prayers in front of the tv, cuz we would jemaah MAghrib ...anyhoo, i remembered how he would comment on the dramas, on its seemingly err, how do i put it, "tak berapa bagus..read: lame" (absolutely sugar-coating it now..), and my mom would berate him, of course..and he'd go, if i'm the director i would do it differently.and my mom would go, yalah..nanti kite bukak Mom & Son Production ok..just to shut him up..so, this Mom & Son Production joke would run whenever we watch some lame Malay drama..so, when my mom told me that he got the interview and all, i was laughing and told my mom, ma, ur Mom & Son Production dreams maybe tercapai! heheheh...well, all this coming from a little boy, who used to be my dad's "harapan" (ooh, how i would feel soo jealous when he says that!)., when asked what he wants to be when he grows up, he would answer "Drawer".....and no, that wasn't a joke, it was his limited vocabulary, but extremely clear vision on how he sees himself, i must say...i guess artist or painter would not fit the description, but drawer??!!! man, gelak besar kitorang sampai hari ni :p

which reminds me, i need to get him his Detroit Rock City and The Osbournes DVD..btw, there's this buy one get one free dvd offer at HMV, and i'm seriously contemplating getting a box set of Ally Mcbeal...hmm, what do u think..? should i? i mean, i absolutely adore the series, but getting a box dvd set? its not the same..part of the adoration is waiting anxiously every Monday night in front of the tv, and the nail-bitingly weekly wait for one hour of the show...well, when it used to run on Malaysian tv...

Muhazza went back this morning, and returned me my Beautiful Life cds, and Ada Apa Dengan Cinta...hmmm......do we feel like a little Japanese romance now? yes, we do... :)

p/s: McFlurry with Cadbury's Creme Egg....limited addition!! gotta have now!