Doomsday...

On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go

- Audioslave's "Like A Stone" -

arrrgghh.....shit,shit, shit...takut!!!!!! i have this impending doom...i know my boss is gonna scream her head out today...at me!!! shittttt....camane nie?! i've done all i can to keep her temper low this past few months..and i know she's just gonna let it all out today! shit, shit! uwaaaa...nak balik!!!

i know die mesti bengang gile with ME today!!!!!! i know she hates it if her perfectly balanced world is slightly off.....macamane nie???!!! i don't think it's entirely my fault..maybe it was??!!! i don't know anymore!!!!!! all i know is, i'm sure gonna kena today!!!

am in no mood to blog....will do this later when i wake from the dead....

*** 4 HOURS LATER ***

alhamdulillah...she's not mad.. :) but i'm still on tippy-toes here...treading softly and carefully so as not to raise her wrath..ever...i know a dose of scolding is good sometimes...but i'm not good at receiving those...dunno why...maybe it's cause i'm the eldest, hence has always been right and have done all the right things....so, bile orang start to marah2...i guess i can't accept the fact that they're are challenging me and my supposed authority..but that's part and parcel of growing up..these things are supposed to make you stronger...

am gonna meet up my best buds for lunch at KLCC...aFToTz and Eileen... *big grin* haven't done that for quite a while, altho on sunday nite, did went out for drinks at Starbucks with the Eilmyster and gave her her belated birthday present...she's on a one-week break now, and can afford to spend some lunch-hour time with us...the Totz is on a sabbatical leave from reality, and hence, have loadsa free time between whining, complaining and folding clothes....

hehehhe...gonna pick up some Burger King for my pregnant colleague..kempunan pulak die nanti...later...

*smileys all the way*