am currently listening to sheila on 7's Dan...love this song!! it's supposed to be a sad song, but listening to it makes me want to learn how to play drums...hmm, very interesting instrument..those drums..i once had a crush on a drummer...apparently, he's quite good at it, altho' i have yet to see any action...will post the lyrics soon...

anyways, today i attended this interview to become a PTD (pegawai tadbir & diplomatik), a government administrative and diplomatic officer post...(did i get that right? ) well, don't want to go into details here as it'll probably make me cringe..(ouch..) let's just say, i came out of the room with mixed reactions..didn't know if it should have been better or worse...anyways, met up with all my friends from the assessment centre..twas fun..all of them are really counting on getting this post...myself? i'm basically doing this for my mom...she really wants me to get this..it's supposed to secure my future or something (according to her)..it's really hard to convince my mom of the non-governmental aspect of my current job...the irregular hours, for instance...she wants me to come home early and all...so as to prepare myself for my future marital life...ahahaha...lambat lagi mama...my dad..he thinks all these is a waste of time...don't become a government servant!..i was warned..hehehe, but i told him that i'm just giving it a try...who knows..maybe its my rezeki, luck, destiny...geez...it can't be my destiny...i'm not born to be a government servant!!!

well, at least i got the day off from work...muahahaha..told them i had to take an emergency leave to balik kampung...luckily there weren't many questions from them...also felt like i needed a break..seems as if there's nothing to look forward to, 'cept for weekends...hmm..what to do this weekend? well, currently very, very broke...so...not much then, i guess...it's my bro's n dad's birthdays this weekend, so might go out to look at birthday presents for them or dinner...we'll see...

a dear friend invited myself and a few friends for a game of volleyball on sunday...EARLY....hmm...what do i know about volleyball??!! my knowledge is limited to a certain japanese drama they used to show on RTM in the eighties, Moero Attack..haha, wonder if anyone remembers it? they were playing volleyball with certain skills that requires some kinda sommersault (!!!!)...is that possible...? will find out this weekend then...IF i get up that early, that is....

this dear friend also paid me a visit earlier on...was nice of her...even tho' her boyfriend seems uninterested...hmm, makes me feel glad i don't have one of them boyfriend thing, haha...might not have enough patience...altho', should learn how to be more patient (note to self...)..but they're one sweet couple...i hope everything works out for them...right up to picking their granchildren's bootees...teeheheee...

feeling kinda sleepy right now...hmm...cranberries' dreams is playing right now...makes me wanna watch U've Got Mail...i love that movie..i can watch it over n over again...hmmm, perhaps tonight..... ;)